My mind has been particularly heavy these days, as the film draws to a close. I'm unsually lost in such deep thought that I have become awkward around others when I would normally be giddy and outgoing.
The weight of everything is tough, and that is typically something I keep hidden but I find it harder to disguise these days. It rarely does any good to talk openly about your personal struggles whilst trying to overcome them; it hasn't served me well, and I think it's particularly poor form when you are leading others. But keeping that cool exterior facade has grown too challenging.
That being said, not every day is as tough as these have been. I am always grateful for this opportunity, and all of the people making it possible. The challenges I face are insignificant compared to many things others face in this world.
But if you think on it, send positive thoughts my way. I feel very fragile these days.
There is very good news just around the bin, and I look forward to sharing that with you soon.
2 comments:
I always want to give up moments before my biggest breakthroughs in life. I love reading your blog and am so intrigued by the work you have been doing on this documentary. Sending {hugs} your way.
"We all live in suspense from day to day; in other words,
you are the hero of your own story."
Mary McCarthy
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